it has been 1 month and 2 weeks late.. hahahaha…damn u period, im a virgin , why are u late for that long???

I will fall for a boy who will buy me food.

I used to agree this sentence a lot back then, more accurately, last year(I’m writing this on 20^th May 2013), and the year before, and before. But just now, when I was taking my bath, I thought of the guy that bought me food(ice cream, lunch, sandwich and chocolate to be exact) and so I beg to differ about this sentence.

 Love is not when you fall(it’s like just a bump on the head) with someone that BUY/BOUGHT you food, but it’s sharing. Well yeah, when you were just started to flirt or something, guys that buy you food are kinda cute. But when you are in a relationship, sharing is cuter.

Of course this picture is just a joke, but you have no idea how many teens, youths, or adults(single ones especially) that agrees with this picture. Compare puppy love to serious love, puppy love expect the other to buy food, guys to buy food. But serious love, they don’t mind AT ALL about sharing. Sharing is very important in a serious, mature, grown up relationships. Lists of stuff to share? Happiness, moments, food, EXPENSES, thoughts, PROBLEMS, WORRIES, plans… Almost EVERYTHING, not just saliva. =.=”

You thought SHARING IS CARING? Well, it’s more than that, SHARING IS LOVING. Sharing is thinking ahead, sharing is intimacy, sharing means both of you are having a special relationship. In a special relationship. ^,-

       14.12.2012. A date to remember. A new relationship begin. Tough decision. But thanks to my bestie’s advices, I took the chance and the challenge.

       I was a bit scared with this decision, no, it scares the hell out of me. To start another relationship after the previous one crumble to dust, is not like a piece of cake. But there’s always hope to a perfect relationship, only with the guidance from God of course.

      When I decided to take a chance on this relationship, I didn’t ask for guidance from God, and I think that’s why I’m feeling uneasy. But on Sunday(16^th Dec), I felt a strong need to pray, because I know the moment I woke up, I have sinned. I pray to God with hope that I will be forgiven(and I know I will be), and that He gives me the strength to do the right decision, and to help me get through my hardships. I found this phrase from a book “God’s hand on my shoulder” that I borrow from my sister and it is the perfect sentences to be added to my prayer.

     I want to do the right thing and make the right decisions. But I cant do it without involving You, GOD. Keep me humble so I may always feel Your leading and Your power in the decisions I make.

      I’m not sure how long I’d prayed, but as soon as I’d finished my prayer and prayed ‘Doa Bapa kami’, Yeobo’s message came and said they had finished worship. What a coincidence, I thought, just in time.

        Thank You, God, for never leaving me. Although I have sinned so many times and hurt You deeply, but You never forsake me. Many times we forgot Your presence and importance in our life, yet You tell us to bring our concerns to You for Your yoke is easy and Your burden is light. Help me to always remember that You are the solution to everything. Amin.

 Amin = aku percaya kuasa Tuhan akan terjadi.

I hang on to this.

psych-quotes:

There’s a fine line between leaning on your friends or your partner, and being too dependent. It’s easy to fall into a trap of depending on other people for everything in your life, but it’s not a healthy way to live. Here are 10 signs that you are too dependent on others:

 

1.    You check with your friends before you date someone. If you’d never dream of dating someone that your friends didn’t ok beforehand, then you are too dependent. It’s great to look for a partner that your friends like and get along with, but it’s going too far if you have to get their approval before considering dating someone. If you avoid dating someone because you don’t think your friends would approve, you could be missing out on some great relationships.

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spiritualinspiration:

“…he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus”
(Philippians 1:6, NIV)

Sometimes when God is doing a work in our lives, it can begin to feel a little uncomfortable. We may encounter people who are hard to get along with or have circumstances that seem beyond our control. When this happens, instead of complaining, getting sour or trying to change everything around you, why don’t you look deep inside and say, “Lord, thank You for doing a work in me.” See, I’ve learned that God is more interested in changing me than He is in changing my circumstances. If I choose to stay sour because I’m not getting my way or discouraged because things aren’t happening on my time table, that’s going to keep me right where I am.

If you want to see change, if you want to see God open up new doors, the key is to bloom right where you’re planted. You can’t wait until everything gets better before you decide to have a good attitude. You have to be the best that you can be right where you are. When you bloom where you’re planted, you’re allowing God to work in you, and He will be faithful to complete what He’s started in you!

A PRAYER FOR TODAY

Father God, thank You for doing a work in me. I choose to align myself with Your plan by blooming where I’m planted. Help me, by Your Spirit, to be an example of Your love and life everywhere I go in Jesus’ name. Amen.

spiritualinspiration:

For the Son of Man came to seek and to save the lost. (Luke 19:10)

Jesus didn’t come to please the religious crowd. Jesus didn’t come to pander to the social crowd. Instead, Jesus entered the world to save sinners. When we look back over the Gospel of Luke, we see Jesus reach out to men and women, young and old, powerful and forgotten, demon possessed, and the politically connected. He came to save sinners of all shapes, sizes, and stripes. He came to save you and me.

myvoiceisforhim:

We need to stop striving, stop trying to become someone. God is always longing for us to relinquish our everything to Him. He know what is best for us and He will only do it if we let Him. We just need to trust Him and let Him transform us from within. :)

unlikelypreacher:

To all those who feel brokenhearted, remember and have hope, for the lord is with you.

-Psalm 147:3
He heals the brokenhearted and bandages their wounds.

-Psalm 34:18
The lord is close to the brokenhearted; He rescues those whose spirits are crushed.

A loving, warm mother, a kind hearted, sofe-spoken woman. Now went back to the hands of her creator. She’s my sister’s mother in law. But she is like a second mother to me, I love how she is always loving and also lovable. I remember when I came to their house during Christmas, a few days after I received my PMR results, she came to me, with her warm loving hands, hold me and hug me. I was touched. I had to admit, even my biological mom didn’t do that. I was planning to spend a few days here in their house after i finished SPM. But I guess I won’t since she’s gone. Rest in peace Dear Aunty KimAnn…thank you for your warm welcome, warm words, loving actions… <3

In the meantime……

I was hoping to go to her funeral, but i can’t, simply because my sister don’t want me to go. I don’t know why she won’t let me go. Maybe she thinks that I shouldn’t go because I’m not really a family, or I’m just a disturbance to be there. I was devastated. I can’t understand why she is always so cold towards me. Ever since i was young, she never threat me like how she did with her sisters in law. I was jealous, and sad. After knowing that i’m not going to the funeral, although i’m already dressed up for it, she simply said that I dont have to go. Without saying a word, I walked away. I went to a room, locked it, and cry. Maybe she thinks that I am not as good as ther in laws. Or that I am an annoying littlest sister. She can’t see past my imperfections, and I’m hurt by that. Inside the room, I looked at them from upstairs, in the room. I peek at them from the window, not letting them see how hard I was crying. “I too want to see her for the last time,” I thought. I burst. Can’t understand why she had to do this. She threat us like we’re not good enough a family. I’m just so hurt by her words and actions.

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